A Poem and Semi-rant

[Jareddude 62]

Two in one. Wrote it up in French.

I Don't Know Your Name

By Jareddude

I don't know your name,

yet you always keep me wondering.

It seems to happen with me every time,

and I never let it go.

I look at you, and you look back.

I turn away, and I never know what you think.

You smile at me,,, and I don't know how to react.

You keep me wondering all day and night,

and I don't even know if you're worth it.

If I could just have one sign, a lone sign,

then everything would be worth it, and I know it was meant to be.

I don't know how you feel, think, or even care about me,

but you must have seen me, I know.

You make my heart flutter and my stomach turn,

you keep me up all night wondering.

I don't know who you are, yet you fill every thought of mine.

It would be great if you felt the same, but I know it's going to end up the same.

I get crushed every time, why should this time be any different?

I know it's not meant to be with any guy I meet.

Give me a sign, give me a way to know.

If you smile at me, you might be leading me on like the rest.

Give me a sign you're different.

You have me wondering every day and night,

I don't know anything about you,

and I don't even know your name.

So yeah, a crush and sad rant.

[Jareddude 62]

I'll take that as a compliment. Do you know where I should start with this situation?

He also leaves lunch before me, so I can't say anything. Plus, it would be weird, everyone looking at me (His friends and mine) while talking to him. Every time I see him , I get so excited I have to punch my friends to let our all the tension

[Teto 2609]

He looked at me it must be love

Jared, do you stay up at night, playing through memories of a relationship with this person. Memories that you maaade.

[Jareddude 62]

I never mentioned love. I mentioned the opposite.

No. I'm serious about this one. Forget about Brian and his shitty leading games.

[Arcane 12]

It's cool that you can channel your emotion into writing. I can't say it's the most well written poem ever, but I could feel the sadness

in it. Sorry you're feeling down. ):

[Jareddude 62]

Thanks. I hate my life sometimes Nothing ever works out, with my new crush it won't either....

[Jareddude 62]

I'm never in love.

And it's okay, I guess.

[Jareddude 62]

Lets continue my problems here instead of spamming other threads

[Jareddude 62]

Yes.

[Max 10]

Great flow

That was ill.

[Eka 387]

Alrighty, re-postage then. :3

You need to really get to know him first. I know its difficult and naturally you have a lot of worries, but y'know... the world was made for trial and error.

But honestly if you're getting this much stress on your heart from the whole situation, you have to take action. Get to know him, maybe make your move and see how he feels eventually. If things don't work out, take a long, much-needed break. You'd be surprised how much better you feel after having the stress off your heart by focusing on pampering yourself. c= (I'd know. ^^; )

[Jareddude 62]

I need help guys. I'm starting to go nuts over this guy.

I had an amazing dream last night, too. He came to my table or something and sat down next to me to help with my homework. (I was sitting alone for some reason)

We were working on it, while looking at each other a lot ,and he kept on getting closer and closer. Then, I made the move and kissed him. It was full-blown kissing, like a lot of it.

It was sooo amazing <3

[Jareddude 62]

I wrote this in Math yesterday:

I feel so happy when i'm near or around you. We look and smile at each other.

We know nothing about each other, yet i feel I you so much.

Nothing, not even your name and it gets me upset.

I'm too shy to approach you, it's who I am.

Give me a sign you know you care.

Don't lead me on like everyone else has.

Give me a yes or no.

If you mean it, get to know me.

I'm a great person, I know you are too.

But please, show me a way you mean it.

So I was basically writing my feelings.

[Teto 2609]

wait, you don't know this guy's name either?

[Jareddude 62]

No. That's why i'm so scared to talk to him too.