FreckleFart
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I feel like such an idiot though. After everything she's put me through, I still feel like she's the better person. I used to love her in so many ways, but lately I just want to get away from her. I'm staying here until she signs onto msn, then telling her I don't give a shit anymore and she can enjoy her life without me.
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Wait.
1) All's cool, best friendmanship
2) She gives you her phone number
3) She goes somewhere and you don't talk for a week
4) She hates your guts??
Am I missing something here?
Something to do with the fact that she made new friends and knows how "normal people act". She knew I liked her as more than a friend. I don't think she understands me very well.
So yesterday I found out she's been talking to people about me behind my back. Shit about how it sucks that I like her (even though I don't anymore), and how I complain too much and she's ditching me. puppy this whole thing, I'm breaking off all contact with her. I don't deserve to be brought to tears every time I think about things she's said about me.
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"Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down, never gonna run around and desert you."
... 54 translations later we get:
"That's life."
lol
"That's life."
... 54 translations later we get:
"Life."
"Life."
... 54 translations later we get:
"Life"
Balls.
"Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down, never gonna run around and desert you."
... 54 translations later we get:
"That's life."
lol
"That's life."
... 54 translations later we get:
"Life."
"Life."
... 54 translations later we get:
"Life"
Balls.
"We are Anonymous. We are legion. We do not forgive, we do not forget."
... 54 translations later we get:
"And finally, and more Tourists."
Lol wtf.
"And finally, and more Tourists."
... 54 translations later we get:
"In addition, some passengers"
"LOL I TROL U"
... 54 translations later we get:
"Management"
What is wrong with this thing.
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Yeah, she is definitely someone worth having around. You're right, though. We talked about it, and the best thing for me to do is to give her plenty of space. The funny thing is, though, that I'm fairly friendly with her sister and it's getting pretty hard for me to be friends with her when I can't talk to Girl A. I mean, her sister's idea was for them to pick me up tonight and head to night church. First time that's happened, and normally I'd be really happy about it, but for now it just sounds awkward for me to be in the same car with her.
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niggers can't superhero
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Not a bad idea, actually. I certainly have the attention span to translate a block of text 54 times manually. Thanks for contributing, now get the puppy out.
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ITT: GoC is a presumptuous bitch lol
this thread is dildos
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Lol you usually have fun by going on internet forums because they're so entertaining, I mean there's nothing funny in real life.
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A nifty little program which translates a block of text over and over again until it's unrecognizable.
http://www.conveythis.com/translation.php
Original text: "Has anyone ever really been so far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?"
54 translations later we get...
"I see many people using it?"
GO GO GO
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Does it dirty a ceiling. It does not. Is it dainty, it is if prices are sweet. Is it lamentable, it is not if there is no undertaker. Is it curious, it is not when there is youth. All this makes a line, it even makes makes no more. All this makes cherries. The reason that there is a suggestion in vanity is due to this that there is a burst of mixed music.
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If you're being good just to save your ass, you're looking at it the wrong way.
I'm doing this partly because something deep inside me knows that it's the right way, mainly because it's what I need to help me through this life, and a small amount because I'm scared shitless of spending an eternity with Satan.
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Well, if you'd told me six months ago that there was such a thing as "caring too much", I would've laughed at you. A lot seems to have changed since then.
Last year, I think it must've been September or so, my best friend revealed to all of us (being, my friend group) that he liked a certain girl. Said girl was someone I'd never given much thought to, as she was quiet, shy and whatnot. So anyway, me and my friend started hanging out with a few of her friends after a while, and I was surprised to see that she was funny, nice, and overall a beautiful person. "Good choice, man (my friend, not the girl lol)" was pretty much what I was thinking every time I was around her. Then I realized what I was doing, after several 2-3 hour long msn conversations with her. I was beginning to like her quite a lot. I felt half-guilty because I did want everything to be ok with her and my friend, but I think that deep down I had just that normal glimmer of hope that something would happen to make her "choose" me. Never for a second did I think that maybe she didn't want a relationship at all. So yeah, got to friend status, everything was good, then she mentioned that I should open up to people a little more often. I did, but I messed up in that I chose to only open up to her. So every time I talked to her she'd have this barrage of my problems and hopes and all that stuff flying at her from every direction, and being a kind person, she never mentioned that I was talking about the wrong things (at this point I'd also done something new to my life; told her that I liked her). Anyway. I was really good friends with her for a few more months. She's the one that made me a Christian, she's the reason I don't hate life anymore, she showed me plenty of things to make life brighter etc. She mentioned on several occasions that "Jason (my best friend) is good to talk to, but I think Sam cares a lot more." I didn't figure maybe it was a bad thing, so I continued to be all obsessive and such. I think at this point, though, she meant it as a good thing, I just managed to make it bad. Four weeks ago, she went away on a church youth camp for one week. The day before had been amazing, in my eyes. Since she was shy, even around me, a "good friend" as she put it, she'd never really been one to have many connections with people. So it was a massive milestone when she talked to me the day before she went away, amazingly happy, and somehow I managed to get her phone number. I spent the next morning, as she drove to her destination (roughly 5 hours), thinking about what a week without her would be like and already missing her.
The next week was a loooong one. I know what you're thinking by now, "wow, another one of those girl problems. Move on/get over it/stop being so needy/etc." But oh well. It's slightly different in that it was going great and then just went downhill really fast.
In fact, not even downhill. More like a rapid fall off a high cliff. She came back from the camp, and simply refused to talk to me. Whenever she did, it'd be short, annoyed replies. I wondered what I'd done wrong, and then she ended up telling me we're pretty much done. It was a long conversation, highlighting the things I'd done wrong, but the summed-up version was "you care way too much". I pretty much felt like dying and spent the next couple of hours sitting hopelessly on my bed, thinking about everything I needed to say to her. Not so much because I knew I had no chance with her again, but mainly because it was one of the best friendships I'd ever had, however short. Our whole relationship wasn't just talking on msn. We saw movies and things like that. She's told me that there's no chance of reconciliation because I'm the kind of person that'd just do it all over again. In a way, she's right. I would put myself through this a billion times over if it meant I could still have those deep conversations we shared. She gave me another chance, and I sort of stuffed that up too. But it's part of her lifestyle to forgive, so chance number 3 shortly came my way. I haven't screwed it up yet, but knowing that no matter what I do, I'll never be one of her good friends again really kills me inside.
This is me, for the first time in years, reaching out to you guys. Dunno what I'm expecting. Uplifting responses, something like that. I'm just filled with this horrible hopelessness, and it won't go away. My more-than-friendship feelings for her have long since passed, all I really want is to be able to talk to her and know that it's ok, because I'm one of her best friends. But I know it's not going to happen.
tl;dr: Post your usual girl problem advice.
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My scar looks like this except it is like 1 shade lighter then my skin
OH SHIT, IT'S A puppyING DEMONIC SYMBOL, GoC HAS POWERRRRZZZZ
Seriously shut up. Half the shit you spurt out on the forums is nonsensical and cheesy. You're not a puppying warrior or any of that shit, and you can't get scars from dreaming. We seriously don't need to hear half the shit you have to say, like talking about VIDEO GAMES THAT SUCK on a topic that has NOTHING to do with video games, and now talking about sleeping with your damn eyes open.
Some of my friends thought that too but I don't sleep walkSleep with my eyes open
But not sleep walk
Was that middle line really necessary? REALLY?
Sorry guys, but somebody had to tell her she's not Batman or whatever.
And yeah, I have really odd sleeping patterns, which LD'ing fits into perfectly. I usually wake up (idk why, it's just become a subconscious habit of mine) within 6-7 hours of falling asleep, which is a perfect time frame to get rid of all that uneventful crap and cut straight to REM.
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Lol Padraig I very much enjoyed talking about religion with you on msn we should do that again some time.
I miss the old days of 2006 :/
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"Humanism or atheism is a wonderful philosophy of life as long as you are big, strong, and between the ages of eighteen and thirty-five. But watch out if you are in a lifeboat and there are others who are younger, bigger, or smarter."
Sahaqiel, I'm curious as to what you'd be thinking if you died tomorrow and knew it was the beginning of an eternity in Hell.
Isn't it better to be safe than sorry.
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It hasn't been stated to be any bird of any kind. If the creators didn't confirm it, then it's not true.
It's just a BIRD.
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But yeah, come on, guys. don't hate on desu. Its only natural for us to believe things when they make sense.
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My point it, don't make fun of Desu. He's allowed to believe what he wants, because it makes way more sense than science.
Do you realise I am Desu and for that reason everyone is going to completely disregard your post.
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God's activities before the moment of Creation are unknown.
Question. What was there before the Big Bang? What was the catalyst that caused the massive expansion? If you're into science, you should already know that you can't make something out of nothing. "Matter cannot be created nor destroyed". So following all of your beliefs, that the Big Bang caused matter to expand at an amazing rate, becoming the universe we now know, there was NOTHING. Then there was SOMETHING.
That can't be explained without some form of divine intervention.
EDIT: Finished reading the topic. I'm not forcing this on anyone, just so you know. Becoming a Christian has completely changed who I am, I like to think I'm a little less arrogant now.
Assuming you're going to go to Heaven because you're a good person doesn't mean you will. Eternal life involves accepted Jesus Christ as your savior and believing that he was truly the son of God. I had this same argument with Padraig.
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Anyone else know of these? A lucid dream is, simply defined, a dream where the dreamer is fully aware that they are dreaming, and can, with some practice, alter the environment they visualize. Most dreams, I'm sure you all know, are just random, with random shit happening, random people appearing, etc., and can be difficult to recall when you wake up. Well, lucid dreams are pretty much like real life (though really trippy), only you know you're safe and all that, since it's just a dream. I've only ever had a few of these, and I love them. I love the feeling when you wake up and go into sleep paralysis, and I love the amazing feeling of a fake reality. I admit it, I prefer dreaming to real life.
So how can I have more of these? I'm sorta experienced on this, I know how to induce WILDs, and I can prolong REM quite easily, but I need a few pointers on how I can have more dreams in general.
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why would you purpose the thread that is so
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Whoever felt offended by any of this doesn't deserve to be on the internet.
Implying anybody deserves to be on the internet at all.
To be honest, though, I'm pretty sick of people bashing religion :/ Religion's started less wars than other daily facts of life, like money. There's worse stuff out there, and even if being religious is just the by-product of being insecure, just let it be.
And another note. Religion sounds less stupid than atheism.
Isn't that like, believing that in the beginning there was nothing and nothing happened to nothing and then nothing randomly exploded creating everything and then a bunch of everything magically rearranged itself for no reason whatsoever into self replicating bits which then turned into dinosaurs.
Makes perfect sense.
Also lol
In conclusion leave us Christfags alone :|
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muffin accidentally his sense of humor
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Well I Puppyed up.
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Yeah. I'm asking her to delete my phone number, and I'm blocking her Facebook, email, and msn. I'll also be cutting out all real-life contact with her.