Luneth Uchiha

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    Back in September while I was on my mission I developed what is known as Agoraphobia or anxiety caused by anxiety. The constant stress from the pressure, high expectations, the work load, and wanting to do my best caused anxiety that fueled a greater anxiety that started to cause panic attacks. After being sent home I started to get stressed from feeling like a failure and a few other things which started to fuel back into the greater anxiety. It has developed to a point where I am getting anxiety about getting anxiety from anxiety. It doesn't take much to trigger me into a panic attack these days and I often spend my time trying to break away from the anxiety. For the most part medicine has no effect on me and is used to knock me out when I am having an episode. 

    Another part that is aiding this is very genetic chronic depression and low self esteem. I was born with Autism and often had a very hard time connecting with people growing up. This caused me to never develop social skills which is more evident now than ever. At this time it is very rough being in my position. The vast majority of my friends except for one have gone off on their missions or have gone away to college. As I deal with the loneliness I am left alone to deal with many issues in my own head. Recently I have started to go over all the trouble I have caused for others as well as myself and have a hard time accepting this. I feel I am more a burden and trouble than anything and despise that. I have started to question my own existence.

    There is another side effect from the anxiety and panic attacks as well. First I am generally unable to sleep normally. I wake up every forty minutes from severe nightmares or for other reasons. Also since my body goes into essentially shock every time I have a panic attack there is starting to form some damage to brain tissue. I am slowly falling apart emotionally from this. I have started to deal with parts of myself I had tried to bury deep in me, including animosity towards myself to a point where I can at times contemplate what it would be like if I were to dissapear. When I feel like no one cares and that I am inconsequential it becomes easy to start to despise life. This past sunday I got so angry when I was belittled by my family I finally was able to vent my anger at myself and ended up using a shard of glass to cut up my face and arms. As twisted as it sounds as the blood flowed out of the cuts the stings forcibly reminded me that I am a living being and I have feelings. I'm still struggling to find out life, and this is where I'm pretty much at. 

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    Two things: First off I finally have my town almost done after a bunch of reconstruction on my new 3DS. I should have it ready soon for people to see and gawk at. I have at least 12 different road patterns. I just need a megaton of bushes.

     

    Second: I started playing Doubutsu no mori+ and decided to do a video journal with it:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rkJahNH4vg go nuts. If you have questions go ahead and ask me.

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    Was just coming here to post about Dangan Ronpa 2 coming to US. So yeah, beat the main story mode of Dangan Ronpa. Been sick with flu so been trapped in bed since I got it. main game took me about 20 hours to do. I'm doing school mode now and laughing my bass off the whole time. 

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    It might. I've seen that a lot of people who ordered from NIS directly have been getting their copies early. Stupid gamestop not breaking streetdate.

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    Less than Twenty four hours to go. Are you feeling the despair yet?

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    I am unaware of the something awful thing. I should look into that. So anyone else share my concern that because the game is very 'brutal' we'll get people complaining out the wazoo? I'd hate to think that Dangan Ronpa 2 won't come stateside because of soccer moms who thought it would be a great game for their six year old.

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    About your concern about the dubbed voices it is confirmed that it will have dual audio so you can play with english voices or the original japanese voices with english dubs.

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    It's finally time for us to discuss this very happy game. Trigger Happy Havoc: Dangan Ronpa comes out on Playstation VITA on February 11th in the US and February 14th in EU. For those of you who don't know what Dangan Ronpa is; essentially fifteen students are trapped in a school by a robot bear named Monokuma with no way out. Monokuma then tells them that he wants the students to kill each other. If someone can kill someone and not get caught for doing so they will be freed from the school as all the other students are left to be executed by Monokuma. However, if the student is caught for killing they themselves will then be executed.

     

     

    I'm excited for this crap to come out. As much as I think it will cause people to throw hissy fits and we'll get a censored second game or whatnot as a result I can't wait to enjoy the first game to its fullest.

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    I honestly have no idea about the shiny rate going up. On one hand PokeFan has played the game for 150+ hours already and has not seen a single shiny.

    I have played 70 hours and have run into five: Fletchling(now Talonflame), Lombre(Ludicolo), Charmander(Charizard), Spinda, and Krabby. Just on my copy of X. My copy of Y has not given anything.

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    My team is currently

    Greninja, Xerneas, My shiny Talonflame, Gardevoir, Charizard, and a Pikachu. I beat the champion with all my pokemon above level 80.

     

    I dressed my guy to look like Red from the original pokemon games. I also am currently working on getting pokemon so I can finish my national dex. Again. I still have one of each of 1-649 sitting on my black version.

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    I just put in roads around my town and started reorganizing my house to make it look better. I had my JP friend visit this morning to have their petition signed by my animals and they were blown away by how my town is coming along.

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    Besides Animal Crossing New Leaf, I am currently working on Okamiden. I have to say it is one of the most interesting DS games I have ever played. I'm about four hours in, and I am looking forward to moving on through everything.

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    I got this game when I was on vacation in France a few years ago. I got halfway through the game when my sister threw all but 1 rupee in the pond and saved... I still need to restart this. I hear there was a sequel to it in japan only. I wonder how that went.

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    I got my full 7-11 set now. My house has been entirely paid off for five days.  I have 15 million bells in the account. I have a fish/bugs for June/July caught. Time to dream suite a lot more

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    It doesn't celebrate the fourth of july in this one, but I know it does celebrate like labor day, halloween, thanksgiving, christmas, new years, valentines, etc. We do also get fireworks in August.

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    My town is almost ready for real life visitors. My house is lacking two rooms being decorated atm due to creative stumps, but the outside is very nice.